Author: Stanislao Esposito

  • The Gospel of Mark 09

    The Gospel of Mark 09

    Withdrawing to Pray, Moving to Preach

    — A Reflection on Mark 1:35–39

    After a full night of healing the sick and casting out demons, Jesus does something unexpected. While the town still sleeps, before the sun even rises, He quietly leaves the house of Simon and Andrew. The crowds are growing, His name is spreading, and the demand for His presence is intensifying.

    And yet, Jesus withdraws.

    “And rising very early in the morning, while it was still dark, he departed and went out to a desolate place, and there he prayed.” (Mark 1:35)

    The Solitude of Jesus

    Mark’s Gospel is known for its urgency. Everything happens “immediately,” everything moves fast. Yet here, Mark pauses. And in that stillness, we catch a rare glimpse of Jesus’ inner rhythm: He steps away from the crowds, the miracles, and the demands—and He prays.

    It’s early. It’s dark. The healings of the night before still hang in the air. But Jesus chooses not to remain where others expect Him. He chooses stillness. He chooses communion with the Father.

    Jesus was fully divine—but also fully human. And as a human, He needed solitude. He needed stillness. He needed time alone with God.

    In our world, where productivity is often mistaken for purpose, Jesus offers a radically different example: He stops. And He shows us that prayer isn’t a break from mission—it is its very foundation.

    His strength didn’t come from applause or activity.
    It came from alignment with the Father.

    Urgency vs. Clarity

    Meanwhile, the disciples wake up to find Jesus gone. They search frantically, and when they find Him, they say:

    “Everyone is looking for you.” (Mark 1:37)

    They speak with urgency. They feel pressure. There’s more healing to do, more people to see. But Jesus doesn’t rush back. He doesn’t return to yesterday’s miracles. Instead, He replies:

    “Let us go on to the next towns, that I may preach there also, for that is why I came out.” (Mark 1:38)

    He doesn’t stay where He is admired. He moves forward—because His mission isn’t comfort or popularity—it’s proclamation.

    This moment is full of clarity. If Jesus had stayed where He was successful, He would not have fulfilled His deeper purpose.

    Prayer didn’t slow Him down. It clarified His calling.

    Not Every Need Is Your Calling

    This brief passage invites us into a larger truth: not every good opportunity is your assignment.

    Yes, there were still sick people in Capernaum. But Jesus knew His purpose was bigger than one town’s expectations. He wasn’t guided by pressure—He was rooted in purpose.

    Can we say the same?

    Too often, we’re shaped by the needs around us, the opinions of others, the urgency of everything and everyone. But if we don’t step away and listen, we risk living from noise instead of from truth.

    Jesus’ time alone with the Father shows us:

    • Prayer brings clarity.
    • The urgent isn’t always the important.
    • Saying yes to God often requires saying no to others.

    What This Means for Us

    This passage isn’t just about Jesus—it’s about us.

    How often do we confuse movement with meaning? How often do we let ourselves be pulled by expectations instead of led by calling?

    Jesus offers another way:

    • Step away. Even when demands are high.
    • Listen deeply. Let prayer show you the deeper purpose.
    • Move forward, not where you’re most comfortable, but where you’re most called.

    He wasn’t led by public demand. He was led by the voice of the Father.

    And that made all the difference.

    The Invitation Still Stands

    Maybe you’re feeling stretched thin today. Maybe expectations press in from every direction. Maybe you’re successful in what you’re doing—but you wonder if it’s what you’re truly called to.

    Jesus invites you to stop.

    To pray.

    To listen.

    And then—to move forward, not from pressure, but from purpose.

    The most important moments don’t come from busyness, but from stillness.
    The truest calling doesn’t rise from applause, but from presence.
    And real progress may require leaving behind what’s working—so you can follow what’s true.

    The invitation still stands.
    Will you make space to hear it?

  • Dorian Gray 05

    Dorian Gray 05

    Illusions of Love & the Voices We Ignore


    A Warning Not Wanting to Hear

    Chapter 5 of The Picture of Dorian Gray marks a change in the prism of the book. We transition from the brilliant world of Dorian and his new ideas. We then enter the quieter, humbler lives of Sibyl Vane and her family. Still, something quite general takes place in this slower environment. Most of us know this feeling too well. Someone we love gets caught in a dream. We are unable to wake them up. This chapter catches that moment.

    Dorian for Sibyl is more than just a man. He is a fantasy prince. He is a lyrical force sweeping her from the dusty theatrical wings into the bright prospect of a new life. She refers to him as “Prince Charming.” She talks of him in language so dramatic and elevated. We start to question if she is really in love with Dorian—or with the part she is currently playing.

    And maybe that is the point.

    Love as illusion: dream of Sibyl

    Sibyl says, her eyes clear with conviction, “To be in love is to surpass oneself.” And here Wilde catches the core of romantic optimism. Sibyl wants to be changed by love. She wants to live inside a myth. She wishes to become more than she is through the simple power of dedication. She does not want to love someone actual.

    Not unusual at all is this. Many of us, particularly young people, think that love will transform us, save us, finish us. Sibyl’s narrative cautions us. We run the danger of making the other person invisible when we elevate love. Dorian is no royal despite all his beauty. Already formed by Lord Henry’s frigid ideas, he is a man spiraling into vanity. He is the storm, not the one Sibyl imagines as the rescuer.

    James Vane’s Warning: The Voice of Reality

    James, brother of Sibyl, notices it. Though he may not talk in poetry and may be harsh around the margins, he loves Sibyl with a clarity that contrasts dramatically with her fantasies. He tells her, not with drama but with truth, “If he ever does you any wrong, I shall kill him.” His affection does not fit dream. It is honest, defensive, and agonizing.

    James has something quite modern about him. When we are too enchanted to listen, he is the voice of reality. He is that friend, brother, or mentor trying to tell us, “Something isn’t right here.” At some point, everyone has been Sibyl. We ignore the advice. We want the dream too strongly to let go.

    Many of us have also been the protector. We watch someone walk into heartbreak, and we remain mute. Our voice is muffled by the music of their fantasy. James is no exception.

    The Pragmatic Mother: Love as a Transaction

    Then Mrs. Vane comes first. Not really a villain but not a hero either. Her view is based on survival. She sees the connection as a ticket out of poverty. It is a pragmatic transaction wrapped in silk and hope. Therefore, she is not against it. James should not forget that we are impoverished, she reminds him.

    This episode transports us to the realm of social realism. Mrs. Vane accepts Dorian not because she is naïve to danger but rather because she cannot afford to care. The only lifeline the family has is her daughter’s romantic future, hence this also is a tragedy. She does not lack affection for Sibyl; rather, in the face of social constraint, security must yield to sincerity.

    In modern words, this reflects how social expectations, financial pressure, or even family needs could influence people. They might stay in relationships that appear nice on the surface. However, these relationships feel bad within.

    Reading this chapter through the lens of personal growth and bibliotherapy, we see ourselves in every character. Sibyl, swept away by fantasy. James, burdened by truth no one wants to hear. Mrs. Vane, balancing hope and survival.

    The lesson here isn’t that love is bad. It’s that love, when ungrounded, can become dangerous. It can blind us, isolate us, and make us ignore the voices that are trying to protect us.

    This is a chapter not just about romantic love, but about the kind of love that saves us—and the kind that destroys us.


    Personal Reflection: What Voices Have You Ignored?

    As you sit with this chapter, ask yourself:

    • Have you ever fallen for someone—or something—not because of who they were, but because of what they represented to you?
    • Has anyone ever warned you about a situation that you didn’t want to hear? Were they right?
    • Who in your life plays the role of James Vane—the one who tells you the truth even when it’s hard?
    • Are there ways you idealize people or relationships that prevent you from seeing them clearly?

    Journaling Prompt:

    Write about a time when someone tried to protect you from something you couldn’t see. How did you react then? How do you view it now?

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 33

    Day 33: Prayer and the Cross

    “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.” Luke 9:23

    Prayer is not always about comfort—it is also about carrying our cross and surrendering to God’s will. Jesus calls us to daily discipleship, which means offering our struggles, sacrifices, and even our suffering to Him in prayer. True prayer is not just about asking for blessings; it is about aligning ourselves with the way of the Cross.

    Jesus prayed in Gethsemane and expressed His suffering honestly. He said, “Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me.” Yet, He also surrendered: “Not my will, but yours be done.” (Luke 22:42). This is the essence of prayer—offering our hearts fully to God, even when it costs us something.

    Today, take time in prayer to reflect on the crosses you bear. Bring them before God. Do not just ask for them to be removed. Instead, ask for the strength, grace, and trust to carry them with faith.

    Reflection: What cross are you carrying in your life right now? How can you invite God into your struggles through prayer? Offer your burdens to Him today, trusting in His love and strength

    Fasting & Giving: Fast from wasting time. Use your time productively for God’s work.

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 32

    Day 32: A Heart of Prayer

    “Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful.” — Colossians 4:2.

    Prayer is more than just something we do; it is a way of life. Paul encourages us to be devoted to prayer, which should impact our everyday thoughts, attitudes, and relationships with God. A prayerful heart not only prays in times of need, but also keeps open to God’s presence in everything.

    To create a prayerful spirit, we must practice watchfulness. This means being aware of God’s action in our lives. We must also practice thanksgiving, recognizing His blessings even in the smallest of times. When we practice these, prayer becomes more than simply words. It becomes a deep relationship with God. This relationship lasts throughout the day.

    Today, ask God to help you cultivate a prayerful heart. Seek Him in all circumstances. This means whether they are joyful, difficult, or mundane. Let your life be a conversation with Him.

    Reflection: Do you see prayer as something you do occasionally, or as a constant relationship with God? How can you invite Him into every part of your day? Try whispering short prayers throughout the day, keeping your heart attuned to His presence.

    Fasting & Giving: Fast from luxury. Wear simple clothing and reflect on humility.

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 31

    Day 31: Praying in Community

    “For where two or three people gather in my name, I am with them.” — Matthew 18:20
    Prayer isn’t just a one-on-one talk with God; it’s meant to be shared with other people. Jesus says that He will be with us when we meet in His name. The early Church did well. People prayed together. They helped each other. They sought God’s will together. They felt His power when they were all together (Acts 2:42).

    When we pray with other people, our faith grows. We pray together to lift each other up. We comfort each other. We see God’s work in ways we might not see on our own. Every time we pray together, we become more loving. We become stronger. Whether it’s with family, in church, or in a small group, we grow more responsible.

    Today, make it a point to pray with someone else, like a family member, friend, or other people at church. Join your hearts together in front of God, whether you’re together in person or on the phone. Trust that He will be there.

    Reflection: Just how often do you pray with other people? How can you make it a habit to pray with other people? Today, do something: talk to someone and pray with them.

    Fasting & Giving: Give your presence. Visit someone who is sick or lonely.

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 30

    Day 30: Praying with Mary

    “My soul glorifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior.” — Luke 1:45–47

    The mother of Jesus, Mary, is a shining example of spiritual and committed submission. The angel Gabriel declared she would bear the Son of God. She answered not with anxiety but with trust. “Let it be done to me according to your word” (Luke 1:38). Her prayer, the Magnificat, is a song of gratitude, humility, and great delight in God’s design.

    Mary’s story reminds us that prayer is about trusting in God’s promises, not only about requesting things. She considered God’s work in her heart (Luke 2:19). She stayed strong in front of adversity. She stood at the foot of the cross in trust. She teaches us confident prayer even if our future is unknown.

    Use Mary’s words, “My soul magnifies the Lord,” as your prayer today. As you walk in faith, consider God’s goodness. Let your fears go and beg her intercession.

    Reflection: Thinking about Mary’s example of trust and prayer, how may your own relationship with God be inspired? Spend some time praying the Magnificat (Luke 1:46–55) then let it direct your heart in thankfulness and submission.

    Fasting & Giving: Fast from selfishness in relationships. Do an unexpected kind act.

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 29

    Day 29: The Joy of Prayer

    Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near.” — Philippians 4:4-5

    If you’re having a hard time, prayer can help. It can also bring you joy and happiness. Too often, we treat prayer like a chore. Instead, see it as a gift. Prayer is a chance to meet the real God. As you rest in His presence, His peace will fill you up, and His love will make you whole again.

    Paul tells us to always be happy because “the Lord is near.” When we pray, we can be happy because we know we are never alone. God’s presence is always there, whether we are sad or happy, and that is reason to be happy.
    Today, let your prayer be one of happiness and thanksgiving. Do not think about what you do not have; instead, be glad in what God has done.

    You can praise Him, sing, or just thank Him for being good. Feel happy inside because you know you are loved very much.

    Thought: Does praying make you happy, or does it feel like something you have to do? How can you change your view so that you see prayer as a time to be happy in God’s presence? During this holiday, take some time to pray!

    Fasting & Giving: Fast from overloading your schedule. Make time for prayer and rest.

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 28

    Day 28: Praying for the Lost

    “I tell you that in the same way, heaven will be happier over one sinner who turns away from their sins than over ninety-nine righteous people who don’t need to turn away from their sins.” — Luke 15:7

    God cares about people who are lost. He came to find people who were far from God and save them. In the story of the Lost Sheep, He demonstrates heaven’s joy. Heaven rejoices when even one sinner returns to God. As Christians, we should pray for people who have lost their way. We should pray for those who don’t know Him yet. We should also pray for individuals who are having a hard time with their faith.

    It is an act of love to pray for the lost. When we ask for someone to be saved, we are joining God in His plan to bring everyone to Himself. Our prayers can change people’s minds, get rid of problems, and let grace work in ways we can’t see.

    Think about someone in your life who doesn’t follow God today. Say their names out loud when you pray. Ask God to change their mind, show them His love, and bring them down to earth. Believe that your prayers do work.

    Reflection: Who in your life needs to know how much God loves and forgives them? In what way can you promise to pray for them every day during Lent? Pray that God will show you how to show His love.

    Fasting & Giving: Give extra time in prayer for those who do not know God.

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 27

    Day 27: The Silence of God in Prayer

    Scripture: “How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?”Psalm 13:1

    There are times in prayer when God seems silent. We cry out, but there is no immediate answer. We seek, but we do not feel His presence. Even the saints and prophets experienced this, as David did in Psalm 13 when he pleaded, “How long, Lord?”

    God’s silence is not His absence. Sometimes, He is teaching us to trust beyond our feelings. Silence in prayer can be a test of faith. It invites us to persevere even when we do not perceive God’s response. It can also be an invitation to listen more deeply, to wait with expectation.

    Jesus Himself experienced the silence of God on the cross. He cried, “My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?” Yet, He still surrendered to the Father in trust. If you are struggling with silence in prayer, do not give up. Keep praying, keep seeking, keep trusting. God is working in ways unseen.

    Reflection: Have you ever felt like God was silent in your prayers? How can you remain faithful even when you don’t hear an answer? Spend time today resting in His presence, trusting that He is near even in the silence.

    Fasting & Giving: Fast from gossip. Speak only words that build others up.

  • Lent 2025 School of Prayer 26

    Day 26: Prayer in the Desert

    “Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the wilderness and speak tenderly to her.” Hosea 2:14

    The desert is a place of silence, solitude, and dependence on God. In Scripture, we see that God often leads His people into the wilderness. He does this not to abandon them, but to draw them closer to Him. Jesus Himself spent 40 days in the desert, fasting and praying, preparing for His mission.

    Sometimes, our spiritual lives feel like a desert. We may experience dryness in prayer, loneliness, or a sense that God is distant. But the desert is not a place of punishment; it is a place of transformation. In the stillness, God speaks to our hearts in ways that are not possible in the noise of daily life.

    If you feel spiritually dry, do not be discouraged. See this as an invitation to lean on God in deeper trust. Use this time to seek Him in silence, even if you do not feel His presence immediately. He is always near.

    Reflection: Have you ever felt like you were in a spiritual desert? How can you use this season of Lent to embrace silence and allow God to speak tenderly to your heart? Take time today for quiet prayer.

    Fasting & Giving: Give your full attention to someone. Listen without distraction.